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November 05 Good news!Guess what??? Im pregnant! Yep thats right.
I couldnt believe it, it was such a shock when the 2nd line of the pregnancy test started to show, i was like to Mike is that a 2nd line? And he was like yeah, it was a faint line at first. U can have a look at it urself!
  Urghh nobody told me im gonna be feeling this awful!! Im 6 weeks and I feel sick all the time
 7 weeks im not actually being sick not just feeling sick, I've tried ginger nut biscuits, doesn't work and i've tried Sea Band doesn't work either.
8 weeks still sick! Im now trying crystallized ginger and guess what? It doesn't work! And it's disgusting i dont know how anybody can eat it.
I can't take it anymore, im im bed most of the time and i don't really wanna take any medication for it but i might ask my midwife who im seeing first time next week.
So now im going back to my parents after i'v seen the midwife, coz i need my mommy
 It's gonna be really awkward to tell my parents im pregnant. I mean i dont even know the actual bengali word for pregnant coz nobody ever uses it. Im definitely not telling my dad, my mum can tell him. But how to tell mum??
 So how do bengali people tell others? Well i hear them saying that 'she isn't feeling well' in a way that they're trying to hint? So i'm guessing this is how the conversation gonna goMe: Mum im not feeling well *hint* *hint* *raising eyebrows and nodding head*
Mum: Whats wrong? *very concerned*
Me: No nothings wrong, just not well *more raising eyebrows* *hint*
Mum: Have u got the flu? *even more concerned*
Me: Nooo mummmmm *points at stomach*
Mum: U have a stomach ache?
Me: Oh i give up *go tell sister-in-law to tell mum instead*
lol nah i doubt it'll be that, im sure she'll get it straight away.
Coz i told my husband about not knowing what the word was in bengali, he googled it and we found out it 'gorbhohoti' now i think that is proper Bangla which isn't what we speak, i suppose u can call sylheti slang? So anyways i've never heard of that word in my whole life and i dont think i'd be using it, sounds funny. Now If u clicked on 'gorbhohoti' which i've put a link to a website it mentions 'but when he talks with his wife he will undoubtedly say pete bacca (a baby in the womb)' so weird. My husband then googled 'pete bacca' and atually came across somebodys name! and other silly things like a bacca pipes.
I hope the babys ok, should be getting a scan probz in 4 weeks time, it still feels unreal and i haven't told many people yet, its just im worried, alot of things can go wrong I hope everythings gonna be ok (inshAllah)July 24 Spend My Life With YouSpend My Life With You - Eric Benet & Tamia Never knew such a day could come And I never knew such a love Could be inside of one And I never knew what my life was for But now that you're here I know for sure I never knew till I looked in your eyes I was incomplete till the day you walked into my life And I never knew that my heart could feel So precious and pure One love so real Can I just see you every morning when I open my eyes Can I just feel your heart beating beside me Every night Can we just feel this way together Till the end of all time Can I just spend my life with you Now baby the days and the weeks And the years will roll by But nothing will change the love inside Of you and I And baby I'll never find any words That could explain Just how much my heart my life My soul you've changed Can you run to these open arms When no one else understands Can we tell God and the whole world I'm your woman, and you're my man Can't you just feel how much I love you With one touch of my hand Can I just spend my life with you No touch has ever felt so wonderful (You are incredible) And a deeper love I've never known (I'll never let you go) I swear this love is true (Now and forever to you to you) Can I just see you every morning when I open my eyes Can I just feel your heart beating beside me Every night Can we just feel this way together Till the end of all time Can I just spend my life with you Can you run to these open arms When no one else understands Can we tell God and the whole world You're my woman, and you're my man Can't you just feel how much I love you With one touch of my hand Can I just spend my life with you Can I just spend my life with you Can I just spend my life with you (Forever here with you) Can I just spend my life with you Can I just see you every morning when I Open my eyes. July 03 UpdateWho would have thought married life was boring. lol just joking, its not boring, i love it, well we still argue
 but i still love my husband more than ever. I tried looking for a job but no such luck, maybe i shoud just get pregnant and be a full time mum lol and thats not a hint that im preggi
 being with Mike is more important right now, even though were together most of the time, apart from when his at work i still think its not enough. Not that i want him to quit his job so he can be with me (grrr stupid thing isnt letting me type proply) so a baby will get in the way, but we have agreed if i do get pregnant then i do and were gonna keep but that doesnt mean were not gonna use protection... errr too much info?? lol Im really glad i have Mike, his everything to me and too good to me.
My new post and im just going on about mike but what do u expect, my head is just filled with thoughts of him and i miss him so much coz his at work
I need a hair cut!! My hair keeps falling out so much! arghh hopefully i can get it cut before i go bold
 Its gonna be our 2 months wedding anniversary next week, wow doesnt feel like it, feels like longer than that, but then sometimes it does feel too shot, i dont know...
I get along with his family fine and theyre all really nice to me. I'd sometimes babysit his neice and she told me that im her favourite babysitter, awww she is soo sweet and cute! She does talk alot but i dont mind, i just nod my head even though i dont know what she is talking about coz im watching tv, i still watch home & away and i've started watching neighbours too. So anyways she keeps me company when mikes at work.
I did go back to my parents for a few days with mike and mostly i went out with my siblings and then got invited to dinner from family/relatives so it was good, my family did want me to stay more longer but mike had work and i dont want to be without him unless i have to. I dont think i can sleep without him now! (too much info again? lol) but really he just needs to be in the same room and i can sleep peacefully knowing his there. So i cant be without him.
One outting was Drayton Manor Park and mike went on to all the scary rides! and obviously i went with him! god that was scary! i'll still go with him again lol if he wanted coz i regret not being more relaxed when i was in the rides, i was just too busy being tensed and praying that i'll come out alive! But i did enjoy them really, kinda. Some of my siblings wont go on the rides and if it wasnt for mike i wouldnt go on them either.
Anyways last week my family did come down and about time! and they came late! 2 hours late! I cooked and everything, well they did eat but still, it made me mad, i was tempted to starve them!
 Gonna go down to my parents sometime end of this month coz Sals getting married. She'd be living in the worst city ever! Can u guess? London! Dont u just find it so horrible to live there? Well to think of living there? All those miserable people u'll be sitting next to in the tube or standing, squashed to them lol and!! u'll become one of them before u know it!
oh-uh i might have just jinxed myself! Mike might come home from work and say 'right were moving to london'!! eeekkkkk actuallyyyy he did once mention he might have to get a place there one day in the future when his rich lol yeah and he does want alot of stuffs like an ant coloney! ewww *shivers* i hate insects and theres so many here! well alot of SPIDERS!!! eeee so anyways i wouldnt want to make living in london permanent.
I still havent seen Sals would be husband, u could atleast send a pic goshhh how hard is that i mean i am curious, anyways i better call them sometime soon to find out more details on whats happening, so note to myself remember to call and leave mike alone so i can lol i doubt HE will leave me alone, when im on the phone his always listening to what i say and his always distracting me and purposely making kissing sounds when im on the phone with Umz or Mussy. Well actually he does try to kiss me but i push him away (too much info again? lol u should be grateful im not going into much details! lol
just joking i wont give out too much info thats private between me and mike and dont u go ewww i dont wanna know lol)Well i better go and have me lunch coz im hungry and i cant be bothered to read what i just wrote and if i made mistakes oh well, ur stuck with it lol May 15 Finally MarriedYep i am finally married!
 The wedding went quite well actually, suprisingly lol thought it would have messed up or summa but maybe its coz my older bro wasnt there, he went on holiday the night before which im not bothered about anyway, no big loss, it is his lol We both looked good thats me and mike
pics didnt come out so well well i looked black lol Mikes at work thats why im on here, i should be cooking today or else we will starve! lol ok maybe not but still i should stop being so lazy, i'll try to cook summa later, might be going out for lunch with Mikes sister and then shopping if mikes mums taking me. We'll be going to Swindon on Saturday to do the main shopping and i've already went shopping with mike on tuesday so im ok.
Mikes great, im happy here, abit worried about my dad, his not well, so gotta remind myself to call my parents later on coz they did call me last night but my phone was on silent and i went to bed early coz i was feeling sick and had a headache and mike looked after me, see how great he is
Still kinda doesnt feel like we're actually married....
Wedding cake (thanks to Bushra)
 April 19 Wedding Date SetI guess its time for me to tell the world now! lol its about time right? lol Sooo Im getting married on 11th May!! Thats like 22 days away! I cant believe it, actually no im not gonna believe until the day it happens.
Family finally excepted it, well mostly it was my parents who werent but theyre ok now, not happy but they know they cant change my mind.
So what else been happening? Well i've been a right b*tch lately, im suprised Mike still wants me, i wont blame him if he left me. I have lost a friend though, dont blame her... April 04 More ShoppingMy computer keeps making a loud noise well i think its the fans? and it sounds like a hoover! Dont know how to shut the damn thing!
Gone shopping a few times again lol i think i once said i hate shopping? but i dont mind now, coz i need things now, getting married soon u see, well hopefully pretty soon so watch this space
 Dont u just hate those perverts who try to bump into u purposely? like they're passing u by and the pavements quite narrow? Well whenever they try i move sideways, i know when they try to so they miss haha stupid pervs!
OR have YOU been trying to purposely bump into someone goodlooking
?  tut tut ahem i wont comment myself LOL hehe but u can I've been going to my aunts too, my cousins daughter is soooo cuteeee, shes probz 6 months now? and babies are just adorable! I think that'll last me for awhile now before i want babies again lol
ooo went out with my sis-in-law to docs for her eldest son and the youngest one obviously wanted to go, when she wanted to leave the kids here so she can just go with the oldest one and he wouldnt even open his coat! The other 2 just went about taking their coats and shoes off and already messing around, but him, he'd be near the front door with his coat and shoes on and wouldnt take it off at all no matter what u do, so i said why dont u take him, i need to go buy a new Quran and it was on the way so i'll take him with me while u wait at the docs.
So we did and at first he wouldnt hold my hands and the eldest one did and i was like loook Riz is holding my hands na na lol and then after awhile he came and wanted to hold my hands only, awwww his sooo cute, still is my favourite nephew! Even though im not his favourite aunt
oh well dont blame him, he doesnt see me much anymore but his still gorgeous! U gotta see his picc!Hold on let me go get my phone and data cable to get it in the PC...
Taking ages!! Stupid nets slow noww...
*Few mins later*
There done uploaded
 Took me ages to take that pic, coz he wouldnt stand still, he kept wanting to look, well at first he kept running off then he kept wanting to look for himself, well look at the phone and see what i was upto. |
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