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July 24 Spend My Life With YouSpend My Life With You - Eric Benet & Tamia Never knew such a day could come And I never knew such a love Could be inside of one And I never knew what my life was for But now that you're here I know for sure I never knew till I looked in your eyes I was incomplete till the day you walked into my life And I never knew that my heart could feel So precious and pure One love so real Can I just see you every morning when I open my eyes Can I just feel your heart beating beside me Every night Can we just feel this way together Till the end of all time Can I just spend my life with you Now baby the days and the weeks And the years will roll by But nothing will change the love inside Of you and I And baby I'll never find any words That could explain Just how much my heart my life My soul you've changed Can you run to these open arms When no one else understands Can we tell God and the whole world I'm your woman, and you're my man Can't you just feel how much I love you With one touch of my hand Can I just spend my life with you No touch has ever felt so wonderful (You are incredible) And a deeper love I've never known (I'll never let you go) I swear this love is true (Now and forever to you to you) Can I just see you every morning when I open my eyes Can I just feel your heart beating beside me Every night Can we just feel this way together Till the end of all time Can I just spend my life with you Can you run to these open arms When no one else understands Can we tell God and the whole world You're my woman, and you're my man Can't you just feel how much I love you With one touch of my hand Can I just spend my life with you Can I just spend my life with you Can I just spend my life with you (Forever here with you) Can I just spend my life with you Can I just see you every morning when I Open my eyes. July 03 UpdateWho would have thought married life was boring. lol just joking, its not boring, i love it, well we still argue
 but i still love my husband more than ever. I tried looking for a job but no such luck, maybe i shoud just get pregnant and be a full time mum lol and thats not a hint that im preggi
 being with Mike is more important right now, even though were together most of the time, apart from when his at work i still think its not enough. Not that i want him to quit his job so he can be with me (grrr stupid thing isnt letting me type proply) so a baby will get in the way, but we have agreed if i do get pregnant then i do and were gonna keep but that doesnt mean were not gonna use protection... errr too much info?? lol Im really glad i have Mike, his everything to me and too good to me.
My new post and im just going on about mike but what do u expect, my head is just filled with thoughts of him and i miss him so much coz his at work
I need a hair cut!! My hair keeps falling out so much! arghh hopefully i can get it cut before i go bold
 Its gonna be our 2 months wedding anniversary next week, wow doesnt feel like it, feels like longer than that, but then sometimes it does feel too shot, i dont know...
I get along with his family fine and theyre all really nice to me. I'd sometimes babysit his neice and she told me that im her favourite babysitter, awww she is soo sweet and cute! She does talk alot but i dont mind, i just nod my head even though i dont know what she is talking about coz im watching tv, i still watch home & away and i've started watching neighbours too. So anyways she keeps me company when mikes at work.
I did go back to my parents for a few days with mike and mostly i went out with my siblings and then got invited to dinner from family/relatives so it was good, my family did want me to stay more longer but mike had work and i dont want to be without him unless i have to. I dont think i can sleep without him now! (too much info again? lol) but really he just needs to be in the same room and i can sleep peacefully knowing his there. So i cant be without him.
One outting was Drayton Manor Park and mike went on to all the scary rides! and obviously i went with him! god that was scary! i'll still go with him again lol if he wanted coz i regret not being more relaxed when i was in the rides, i was just too busy being tensed and praying that i'll come out alive! But i did enjoy them really, kinda. Some of my siblings wont go on the rides and if it wasnt for mike i wouldnt go on them either.
Anyways last week my family did come down and about time! and they came late! 2 hours late! I cooked and everything, well they did eat but still, it made me mad, i was tempted to starve them!
 Gonna go down to my parents sometime end of this month coz Sals getting married. She'd be living in the worst city ever! Can u guess? London! Dont u just find it so horrible to live there? Well to think of living there? All those miserable people u'll be sitting next to in the tube or standing, squashed to them lol and!! u'll become one of them before u know it!
oh-uh i might have just jinxed myself! Mike might come home from work and say 'right were moving to london'!! eeekkkkk actuallyyyy he did once mention he might have to get a place there one day in the future when his rich lol yeah and he does want alot of stuffs like an ant coloney! ewww *shivers* i hate insects and theres so many here! well alot of SPIDERS!!! eeee so anyways i wouldnt want to make living in london permanent.
I still havent seen Sals would be husband, u could atleast send a pic goshhh how hard is that i mean i am curious, anyways i better call them sometime soon to find out more details on whats happening, so note to myself remember to call and leave mike alone so i can lol i doubt HE will leave me alone, when im on the phone his always listening to what i say and his always distracting me and purposely making kissing sounds when im on the phone with Umz or Mussy. Well actually he does try to kiss me but i push him away (too much info again? lol u should be grateful im not going into much details! lol
just joking i wont give out too much info thats private between me and mike and dont u go ewww i dont wanna know lol)Well i better go and have me lunch coz im hungry and i cant be bothered to read what i just wrote and if i made mistakes oh well, ur stuck with it lol May 15 Finally MarriedYep i am finally married!
 The wedding went quite well actually, suprisingly lol thought it would have messed up or summa but maybe its coz my older bro wasnt there, he went on holiday the night before which im not bothered about anyway, no big loss, it is his lol We both looked good thats me and mike
pics didnt come out so well well i looked black lol Mikes at work thats why im on here, i should be cooking today or else we will starve! lol ok maybe not but still i should stop being so lazy, i'll try to cook summa later, might be going out for lunch with Mikes sister and then shopping if mikes mums taking me. We'll be going to Swindon on Saturday to do the main shopping and i've already went shopping with mike on tuesday so im ok.
Mikes great, im happy here, abit worried about my dad, his not well, so gotta remind myself to call my parents later on coz they did call me last night but my phone was on silent and i went to bed early coz i was feeling sick and had a headache and mike looked after me, see how great he is
Still kinda doesnt feel like we're actually married....
Wedding cake (thanks to Bushra)
 April 19 Wedding Date SetI guess its time for me to tell the world now! lol its about time right? lol Sooo Im getting married on 11th May!! Thats like 22 days away! I cant believe it, actually no im not gonna believe until the day it happens.
Family finally excepted it, well mostly it was my parents who werent but theyre ok now, not happy but they know they cant change my mind.
So what else been happening? Well i've been a right b*tch lately, im suprised Mike still wants me, i wont blame him if he left me. I have lost a friend though, dont blame her... April 04 More ShoppingMy computer keeps making a loud noise well i think its the fans? and it sounds like a hoover! Dont know how to shut the damn thing!
Gone shopping a few times again lol i think i once said i hate shopping? but i dont mind now, coz i need things now, getting married soon u see, well hopefully pretty soon so watch this space
 Dont u just hate those perverts who try to bump into u purposely? like they're passing u by and the pavements quite narrow? Well whenever they try i move sideways, i know when they try to so they miss haha stupid pervs!
OR have YOU been trying to purposely bump into someone goodlooking
?  tut tut ahem i wont comment myself LOL hehe but u can I've been going to my aunts too, my cousins daughter is soooo cuteeee, shes probz 6 months now? and babies are just adorable! I think that'll last me for awhile now before i want babies again lol
ooo went out with my sis-in-law to docs for her eldest son and the youngest one obviously wanted to go, when she wanted to leave the kids here so she can just go with the oldest one and he wouldnt even open his coat! The other 2 just went about taking their coats and shoes off and already messing around, but him, he'd be near the front door with his coat and shoes on and wouldnt take it off at all no matter what u do, so i said why dont u take him, i need to go buy a new Quran and it was on the way so i'll take him with me while u wait at the docs.
So we did and at first he wouldnt hold my hands and the eldest one did and i was like loook Riz is holding my hands na na lol and then after awhile he came and wanted to hold my hands only, awwww his sooo cute, still is my favourite nephew! Even though im not his favourite aunt
oh well dont blame him, he doesnt see me much anymore but his still gorgeous! U gotta see his picc!Hold on let me go get my phone and data cable to get it in the PC...
Taking ages!! Stupid nets slow noww...
*Few mins later*
There done uploaded
 Took me ages to take that pic, coz he wouldnt stand still, he kept wanting to look, well at first he kept running off then he kept wanting to look for himself, well look at the phone and see what i was upto. March 23 Short entryI was suppose to do an entry to let u know if i did go to my Roxs and i did but forgot to give her pressy!! Oh well i also got my hair cut, which is gone short, but not short as in shoulder lenght its still longer than that. I cant be bothered now, if gets long it gets long but atleast its abit thicker now.
I got this big packet of popcorn yeah? and i cant stop having it! I keep stuffing my mouth with it lol, damn i need more lol if its in front of me i can just eat it, i dont know why but if theres food in front of me i have to have it even if im full.
Im trying to keep myself busy now... well back to watching naruto lol
Edit:-
Went to Sunday Market today, kept wondering if it was gonna be open coz of easter and that but that didnt matter and its still crap, dont know why i bother, im guessing this will be the last time i go there. Didnt get anything and froze my ass off! March 18 Today...I went out to Bham, done abit of shopping, Rox went with us but then left half way coz she had an appoinment well her friend did and she went along with her. Rox got her own place now and were suppose to go and visit her but we keep postproning it, something keeps coming up and we're like tomorrow tomorrow, so yeah tomorrow i'll be going down, i'll let u know if i do
need to give her pressy too.I wanna go Aerobics again, if i cant then i wanna do some sort of exercise at home, i just have no motivation at all, wanna gain weight again, i lost weight during ramadhan and havent gained it since! Well i dont wanna gain too much, dont wanna be fat now do i lol, i dont think thats possible with me.
God its soo cold!
Mikes too busy playing games
his forgotten meeeee!!!!!!!  Nah just joking i know he hasn't, im letting him u see, coz he wont have much time after we're married, got him wrapped around my little finger already u see
LOL nah im lucky to have someone like him, im gonna do my best to be a good wife  Well im gonna stop for now or else im gonna go all mushy on u March 11 U-G-L-YLately my hands keep aching
 i dont get it, is it coz i been using the keyboard too much? But i always have which is weird.ahhh found a pic that looks like my nextdoor neighbours dogs
 There u go, what do u think?? Ugly aint they? Theres 3 of them and i can sometimes see them from my room. I mean i dont like dogs but still i find some cute like them snow dogs but sorry to say these mop dogs are OOOGLY. I hate them coz they keep barking stupid things, especially when ur trying to sleep or they bloody wake u up! I've never seen the owners take them out for a walk, so isnt that like animal cruelty coz theyre stuck in the garden?
Maybeee i should call the RSPCA!! Innit!! What do u think? Wait hold on RSPCA izz for animals isnt it? Its not that children one is it? lets check *googles RSPCA* yep that is for animals and NSPCC is for children, right so RSPCA then?? I cant be bothered! lol our neighbours sure are lucky to have someone like us as neighbours.
I dont know if u can tell but im struggling to find something to write here, mind keeps going completly blank!
I guess i'll have to leave it here for today....
Noticed some of the images are not coming up from my past blogs so im gonna try to get them back for now its just my kiddy pic March 02 Henna 2 i am so tired... oh yeah i didn't put this mendhi pic of my hand the last time i did it and it actually came out better than the one i done >>here<<, what do u think? It was on my cousins mendhi last year, still wet and when i washed it, it came out orange lol well usually suppose to come out dark orange but i think we was using the wrong type of mendhi at that time, i think it was suppose to be for ur nails but oh well my mendhi design came out best from everyone else!!!
Don't be jealous whoever got theirs done at that time too and urs came out crap hehe lol February 28 What song should i play? I've changed the song if u haven't already noticed but im gonna try changing it atleast once a week on here.
If u want to hear something else then please do ask and i'll keep it on for a week or so, but u can ask for a repeat if u wanna hear it again. Even from the list below u can ask for repeat.
Heres the list i played:
One Dark Angel - In the morning
Ashley Tisdale - He Said, She Said
NeYo feat Rihanna - Hate That I Love You
Taio Cruz - I just wanna know
Cristian Alexanda - Won't Let You Go
Taio Cruz - Ay Ay Ay
Nephu - Whats The Point
Mariah Carey - Bye Bye
Timbaland feat. One Republic - Apologize (Currently playing)
February 27 TryingDidn't i say i'd try to post regulary? And here i forgot all about it until today lol not like anything exciting is happening in my life
Theres a wedding today, some of my siblings are going to, i cant be bothered, i'll just stay here all depressed and wonder when i'll get married...
Some relatives came over from Plymouth and there was this guy with them, now my bro, Lee thought he was a potential suitor for 1 of my sisters, he was like i the guys alright and all and that we should check him out or summa, none of us was bothered, then afterwards he comes back saying that the guys our aunts brother! haha he got shamed well in front of us, imagine he said anything to the elders? Then he'd deffo be embarrassed as hell lol
All the above was suppose to be posted on Sunday but i forgot! duh me
So what else happend? Its wednesday today so thats monday and tuesday gone by too, what have i been doing? Well on monday i went with my cousin Rox to court long story short, divorced her abusive husband and now trying to get custordy of her 2 sons so anyways i was dead bored! Most of it was waiting! I didnt think it take that long! Or else i wouldnt have bothered to go, well i went the other time coz she needed support but im sure she would have been fine with just my older sis... sigh... oh well...
Now Tuesday... yesterday... what did i do? erm not much really and today... just been editing for Mike for his website all about elections and politics. Oh yeah last night there was this earthquake thats like 2nd time in my life! I didnt realise it was an earthquake until my bro told me, coz the pipes were moving and i thought it might have gone bust or summa, i sat up straight frozen, scared ofcourse, until my mum come in the room asking if i heard that, i was like :| yeah, trying to get rid of my numbness and get my blood flowing lol
Oh and another thing i cant watch Home & Away anymore!!! Coz they changed the times!! Coz they got Neighbours on Five channel and now i cant watch it!!
Stupid stupid stupid channel five how could they? If ur wondering why i cant watch it the times they changed to its coz its later in the afternoon when im doing something orr that my dad is watching some crap soo i cant watch it! I mean i usually watch repeats which use to come early afternoon and that was ok but they changed it to late afternoon! And the evenings episodes i cant watch coz of dad! I'll go cry some more now goodbye world im gonna kill myself now *stabs knife in the heart*
NOT
As iffff i'd go kill myself over it im not that crazy! pffff
 But no more home & away for me i guess... until i get married and i can watch it at Mikes hehe lol February 22 Back?Someone once told me that i spend way too much time on here and now im hardly on, i didnt think that was possible lol
I dont have much to say now really, still the same, still with Mike, still not married to him, still lazy lol
Anyone still read this?
I dont know if i can get this back to regular posts, i'll try i guess... October 28 My ring!Yep finally me and mike got rings, mike got a plain silver ring and i got a white gold diamond ring!
Loookkkyy vvvv <<Thats suppose to be arrows looking down
 Me wearing it vvv
 What do u think? I think its perfect, just like mike
 Our rings u can call it promise ring / engagement ring / wedding ring coz its all that. October 03 Me scaredy cat?I've been feeling deflated so haven't blogged, but im ok now i guess...
This eid im not gonna be buying anything new coz its been messing around with me, i mean first i liked this dress in london but didn't buy it coz im an idiot and wasn't thinking proply and then the ones i saw in suitsmeonline.com had 2 i liked but 1 mum didn't like and the other there is none my size left!! So i cant be bothered and just gonna wear summin i have that haven't really worn before.
Now that i think about it last night could have been a rat or summa, this is what happend around 5 in the morning yeah? that was actually today (its 20.26 now) well my alarm first woke me up but i usually fall back asleep or take 5-10 mins to get up so i was laying there and all of a sudden i hear screeching coming from outside and then summin banging on to the iron gates and more screeching! It even woke my cat up, he was sleeping near my feet, suprised he was still there and i didn't accidently kick him off.
I was so scared coz i was the only one awake, well my parents were awake but they were downstairs but still i was like omg whats that (i was thinking of a monkey screeching at that time dont laugh!) I didn't dare look out my window to see what it was just in case it was summin scary :|
I think i'll explain with my famous drawing on paint lol
 It must have been a very big fat rat if it couldn't fit through the iron gates. Now do u understand? Why i could hear it and that? It was quite loud though the screeching that is and the banging... Oh yeah i sleep next to the window too...
Come on i watched this scary movie the other day called 1408, fine call me scaredy cat i dont care coz cats are cute so  September 28 Damn toothOne of my wisdom tooths aching
 feels like the gums swollen coz it still hasnt come out of the gums yet, but its not so bad as last time when i had an ear ache too! My god that was painful, also its not so bad coz im not eating so i dont have to open my mouth alot coz my jaws hurt coz of it  damn yawning now and i still have 5 and a half hour left till i can eat! Anyways im gonna get off here for now to get ready to go into town, i'll leave this as draft for now, maybe i'll find something interesting to write here later...
Well i iz back and im just tired and hungry so i will have to see if i can type summa up after i ate...
hmm had a shower and i still cant think of anything exciting to write here, i mean town was ok got something i liked and now getting a headache so i shall leave it like this... September 27 Just the usual blabIt was my youngest nephews birthday yesterday he turned 2, i thought he turned 1!! lol my god 2 years has gone pass, he still looks small, i still have an entry 2 years ago of him being born here, im getting old!!
 And i've had this blog for 2 years aswell i think? SonY i dont like this so called work, its more like forced labour! lol its coz i dont wanna work there and i got no choice to
 ooo just got a call from bro wanting me to go work but i dont feel like it, i mean i just woke up like an hour ago (its 1.20pm now) he should have told me last night or summa and also i wanted to do some reciting today so not gonna hold that off anymore.
All i do is just sit there and maybe answer phone, its soo boring and the other day gave me a headache
grrr stupid dogs keep barking, my nextdoor neighbour got not 1, not 2 but 3 dogs! OMG what the heck? And not only that they are ugly as anything, no joke, i mean yeah i dont really like dogs but some dogs are well cute like snow dogs!
 Aint they just cute? Yeah i watched Snow Dogs
like a few times coz it was on sky movies lol so anyways yeah these dogs look like they have dreadlocks for fur! And im not taking the piss or anything but they do! (im on about my nextdoor dogs not snowdogs) My msnspace looks boring doesnt it? Well im bored with it and i cant seem to like any other themes so im sticking to this until they decide to get some new themes hmmm maybe i should just go for one of the plain themes? But what colour?
Its getting cold! September 25 at work...Shocking isnt it? Me work? lol nah just working for my bro, he set up a recruitment agency and its still being set up so not really busy and all im doing is just sitting here and typing on this! Well i should say at office then instead
 I dont really like it here its sooo boring and its even more boring coz this bro i do not get along with well i mean were not close so were like erm i dont know, i only talk to him unless i have to thats how it is and also he expects us all to just listen to him and do what he tells us to.
I feel like crap today and i have this massive spot on my face!
 I got my little bro with me today, well his not so little anymore his gotten taller than me! I took him with me to town aswell yesterday so his like why do i have to go with u everywhere and im like coz ur my new best friend lol September 24 Guess whos back??Yesss none other than I, i know u missed me but please stop with the tears
 I thought i'd give this another try, so as most of u know its the month of Ramadhan and i been fasting and i think im getting use to it now, i been doing stuffs instead of laying down in bed.
Nothing much happend from my last blog, my life is still the same, still waiting to sort all my problems out and then get married to Mike. Its been a year now that we been engaged, well it is engagement isnt it if he asked if i'd marry him and i replied yes is it not? So happy anniversary to me and Mike!
 lol Today i had to run around from one solicitor to another to sort somethings out, no i didnt do anything illegal! Its something to do with property that is under my name that i mentioned last year or maybe the year before that?
Anyways i met Shaz and shes getting married on Oct 27th!! Congrats to her!! Shes getting married before me!!
 But i am happy for her, i knew she'd get someone soon.I've been editing on my darling fiances website, its a politic site and i been mostly making tables for election results, and i aint into politics he is
just wanna help him as much as i can.U can check it out here http://antibafflegab.wikispaces.com/
Edit: Antibafflegab is intended to be a database and analysis centre for Election data, just thought u might like to know what it actually is (i didnt know >.> sorry mike im a complete ditz when it comes to politics so i saw this on his blog and copied it here heh
)I better stop here dont wanna make it into a long essay and no one reads it! March 30 Answer plz or fill...+WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...+ I committed suicide: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I stole something: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there: +WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY...+ Personality: Eyes: Hair: Family: +WOULD YOU...+ Be my friend?: Keep a secret if I told you one?: Hold my hand?: Take a bullet for me?: Keep in touch?: Try and solve my problems?: Love me?: Date me?: +HAVE YOU EVER...+ Lied to make me feel better?: Wanted to kiss me?: Wanted to kill me?: Broke my heart?: Kept something important from me?: Thought I was unbearably annoying?: +AND MORE...+ 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 6. Describe me in one word. 7. What was your first impression? 8. Do you still think that way about me now? 9. What reminds you of me? 10. If you could give me anything what would it be? 11. How well do you know me? 12. When's the last time you saw me? 13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 14. Are you gonna paste this to your blog see what I say about you? |
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